Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Families

Our flight to SFO is delayed. Mika is taking the wait in stride. Me? I'd rather be going somewhere rather than just sitting here. The only thing that's making it bearable is that she's reading Cosmo and it has an article titled: Ten Tongue Tricks to Drive Him Wild. She keeps asking what I think. What I think is that if she keeps this up, I'm going to pull her into a storage closet. I'd mention that, but damn it, not only wouldn't it faze her, but she'd probably want to do it here.

Sorry. Distracted.

So families. Mika was devastated when she found out her parents had gotten married in Vegas without telling her. Absolutely devastated. She cried in my arms. Mika never cries. It took her days to return to her usual self. Yeah, her teasing drives me nuts sometimes, but there's something worse than that--Mika being solemn.

Now, here we are at the airport, flying up a few days early for her parents' wedding reception. Her dad called and she starts packing--that easy.

In a way, it's okay. Mika is loyal and when she loves, she puts her whole self into it. Makes me feel better. But the way they hurt her... How can she forgive so easily?

Okay, so I forgave her when she lied to me, but it wasn't something that happened easily. Shit, she had to take a blast and nearly die before I could get past the hurt. But Mika, I don't know, it's like her heart is so big or something. She loves her family, especially her parents, and so she puts the hurt behind her and forgives.

Part of me wishes I could do that--and I would for Mika--I'd forgive my mate anything. But not my father. That bastard keeps popping up, and every time it happens, Mika wants to talk about how I feel. She never likes my answer--I feel torn between wanting to kill him and my promise not to do that. What more does she want me to say? The son of a bitch raped my mother.

My mother, well, she's never forgiven me for being born. Hell, for even being conceived. Like that was my fault. She didn't exactly set a pattern of compassion for me to follow. She never hugged me, never touched me, and wouldn't even look at me if she could avoid it. Then, without warning, the day I turned 18 she told me to get out of her house.

So no, I don't understand Mika's easy forgiveness. Part of me worries that others will take advantage of her, but I'll watch over her and make certain that doesn't happen. Another part of me envies her. To be that secure, that sure of her parents' love that even the blow she suffered wasn't enough to annihilate the flame. She's lucky. And I'm lucky she loves me.

They're starting to board our flight and Mika is whispering about joining the mile high club. Damn, I wonder if they ban couples from an airline for life? It would be worth it.

13 Comments:

At 2/28/2006 07:16:00 PM, Blogger McCabe said...

I said too much, but I'm not going to delete the post. Mika read it and she kissed me.

 
At 2/28/2006 07:19:00 PM, Blogger Mika McCabe said...

McCabe, I'm going to do more than kiss you if they ever close the door and get this plane off the ground. Remember, I know Ten Tongue Tricks that'll drive you wild.

And my dad owns a huge block of stock in this airline. They're not going to ban us longer than it takes him to pick up the comm and talk to the CEO.

 
At 3/01/2006 02:15:00 AM, Blogger Crimson Fan said...

Awww McCabe you touched my heart.
Parents...we can't choose them no more then they can really choose us. You need to try and just be grateful for Mika and write the rents off. Mom didn't want you well I guess in a time of rape a conception is probably worse. However, its not fair of her to blame you for your fathers actions. I think both of them dad and mom are missing out on not knowing you. For a growly male demon you're pretty alright...I'm glad I know you.
CF
PS ~ Mika...you're surprised I like them with a rough edge?? Girl bad boy with a good heart..yummmm..lol.

 
At 3/01/2006 02:58:00 AM, Blogger Mika McCabe said...

Conor isn't going to reply--he's too embarrassed. I think he's adorable when he blushes, but he hates when I point that out. Males.

I've told him much of what you said already, particularly that his mother should never have blamed him, since Conor was completely innocent, but I'm battling years of brainwashing. I'm not giving up, though, and one day he'll accept that he's blameless in the situation.

Conor's father is trying to become acquainted. McCabe doesn't want anything to do with him. I'm working on that too. It's time to let the past go.

Conor always grumps and growls and is blunt, but he's a marshmallow underneath. But shush! Don't tell anyone that. It'll ruin his badass image. ;-)

And I'm still thinking on male demons for you, CF.

BTW, we weren't banned from the airline, but it's a good thing demons can cloak their presence. Poor Conor. He went so red. :-) That didn't stop him, but he was all grumbly afterward, even though he was the one that dragged me into the lavatory.

Mika McCabe--Proud Member of the Mile High Club

PS: McCabe loved eight of the ten Tongue Tricks. He thought two were overrated. ;-)

 
At 3/01/2006 12:38:00 PM, Blogger Crimson Fan said...

Hmm two were over-rated...I think I am going out to buy that cosmo today.
Do you know what I would give for a cloaking ability? Do not ..I repeat..do not...mention my name in Victoria's Secret next time you shop there. I know one very rich sales clerk thanks to the commisions she made off of my purchases to keep her from banning me. I guess I got a lot of cute personal things out of the deal.

All this talk on setting me up with a demon is going to get me in a world of trouble. Did I mention that my wolf pal is a little territorial...well little is an understatement.

I will not mention anything about Conor's gooey center. I am sure its only soft for you dear.

I am glad that you Mika are back to your usual self.

Conor Mika forgives because she loves, holding a grudge only hurts you...it never hurts those we are mad at.

Do they have t-shirts when you join that club?? ;) I think its funny Conor's red-faced when he's the one that couldn't control himself. I am sure it was your fault for talking about all those tricks. Hmmm..I can tie a cherry stem in a knot with only my tongue...is that advanced enough for a few of those tricks??

Enjoy your parents Mika. Is your sis finally talking to you???

If you hear from Marc tell him it was rude to point out I looked horrible when he saw me. IF I didn't know anybetter I might have my feelings hurt.

CF

 
At 3/01/2006 06:31:00 PM, Blogger Mika McCabe said...

I might have egged on my mate just a teeny tiny bit on the airplane, but he's just soooo sexy, I can't help myself.

Since demons--even the weakest among us--are more powerful than dogs, fangs or humans, I wouldn't worry too much about your territorial werewolf. He certainly won't worry any male demon.

Although Kimi is like a sister to me, she's actually my cousin. I haven't seen her yet--she's not coming in from school until Friday afternoon. How she reacts to me, well, I guess we'll see. She hasn't been calling, so she's probably still angry. But really, even if she is Nic's vishtau mate, Kimi is just too young for him right now. I guess I don't have to convince you, though, do I?

My parents are taking Conor and I out for dinner. He's already grumping about needing to wear a tie. Dad is loaning him one. Poor McCabe. Guess I'll have to practice a few more tongue tricks tonight to make it up to him. ;-)

 
At 3/02/2006 02:09:00 AM, Blogger Crimson Fan said...

Oh I didn't say I was worried about the demon persay...I might worry about myself if J thinks I am going to revoke on our....er...agreement.
Thanks for the clarification on Kimi. Yes I agree she's a bit young yet. She needs to understand herself better before she understands her mate.
Why am I posting to you this early when I know you are probably practicing a few tongue tricks? Enjoy and Conor I can think of a few uses for that tie when dinner is over lets ..I am sure you are following me ;).
Enjoy
CF

 
At 3/02/2006 04:53:00 AM, Blogger Mika McCabe said...

CF, if you're thinking Conor should use his tie to lash me to the bed for a little fun, it isn't going to happen. Not because he's prudish (although he is!), but because he could never restrain me during sex. One step at a time.

If you have to worry that the dog will hurt you, then you need to dump him ASAP. Real men don't harm women. Dear Mika allows NO leeway on this.

 
At 3/02/2006 12:47:00 PM, Blogger Crimson Fan said...

No... no.... no way..not worried about being hurt by the wolf. J wouldn't hurt me..not now anyways..(I am not going to give too much away because he just wouldn't appreciate it. He has a image to uphold after all ;) ) Besides, I wouldn't be with him if I thought I was in danger of being seriously hurt. I am not the kind of gal who stays with an abusive mate and I AGREE 100% with you. It is not tolerable.
I just ment ...hmm what did I mean?...He is an Alpha..I don't plan on double crossing him without knowing what the reaction from the pack would be or that of his demon pals for that matter. I don't think I want to dump him quite yet. I might be having fun for all the wrong reasons but well...I like him.
I just want to see how he reacts to some of my opinions he seems to care about me. Its just I feel sort of loyal to him and not just because he's an animal in the sheets ;).
Why so set on a demon?
Can't be restrained or won't be? You don't know what your missing..some days its a great relif to let a little submissive side show.
CF

 
At 3/02/2006 06:14:00 PM, Blogger Mika McCabe said...

Glad to hear your dog hasn't hurt you. He lifts a hand to you, tear his arm off. :-)

We've tied Conor to the bed and that was fun. He did threaten to return the favor, but he's found a bazillion reasons not to do it and I know why.

He's still dealing with issues about his mother. Apparently, she was restrained when Conor was conceived, so he needs to know that everything between us is consensual. It wouldn't matter how many times I reassured him, McCabe couldn't enjoy it. There's no point in it then.

And why a demon? Because you haven't had sex until you've had it with a demon male. ;-)

 
At 3/02/2006 07:16:00 PM, Blogger JonnyWolf said...

Oh, gag me, Miss I Give Too Much Damn Advice. Red, demons aren't shit in bed and you know it. And you know why you know it too. I got nothing against demons, I hate em straight out, all equal and shit. You already made it with the best so why are you letting this demon chick pimp you?

Dear Advice Lady: you got a need to hook up someone with a demon stud (use airquotes for that, OK?) try Lenore or maybe that chick the demon bought off the Slayer lady's client. Now there's a babe with a need for some serious saving. Speaking of demon slayers, I emailed Lenore about taking you out. Waiting for an answer. Woof.

 
At 3/02/2006 07:28:00 PM, Blogger Mika McCabe said...

CF thinks you're an alpha dog? The werewolves are in serious trouble if that's the case. Hiring a human woman to do what you're not wolf enough to do yourself? Yeah, you have me shaking in my Keds.

 
At 3/03/2006 02:31:00 AM, Blogger Crimson Fan said...

J you leave the McCabe's alone. Mika means well.
Yawn...yea, you're the best and such(its been days since you've come to proove it so double yawn). Don't like that comment be at my place this morning...I had guys hitting on me all night and although I stayed true to my word to you I am wide awake.
How do you figure I know what a demon is like? I have never been with one? Only one non-human has ever been with me and you Necro are it.
No one is pimping me out. Your little comment on your tag ~ You may have been born that way but you seem to like me alive just fine.
CF
BTW I wore the blue outfit last night (I had to show the tat) :P. It was as big a hit with my ...customers as it was with you J.

 

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